First scan & 7th week: The Raspberry

Went for the first scan with Doc last Friday. Went to see the doc a few days earlier after noticing some spotting ! It was then 6 1/2 weeks. Baby is only 4mm big! The middle part is the heart beat! Doc even played the heart beat sound for us to listen. Isn't that amazing? All is well....doc said! Will be seeing the doc in another 2 weeks time again.

And now its officially 7th week and baby the size of a raspberry! :D and its growing fast! Sigh... my belly really looks like i am more than 3 mths pregnant though its not even 2 mths yet! Its all due to the bloating!

Hmm when do i need to start putting up the list of things to buy?

The 6th week: Blueberry

Still counting.... Its the 6th week now and the first scan with the doc will be next week. Baby is the size of a blueberry now....... The queasiness has intensified lately :( and i totally dont like this feeling! The gas in the tummy has been getting worse too! Guess this contributed to the queasiness as well!

On top of that, certain smell like the after smoking smell, certain perfume does make me feel more nauseatic lately too :( sigh..... i really do hope this will go away very very soon...... If only there's a very effective and best way to get rid of those wind in stomach and the queasy feeling......

Baby... please dont make mommy feeling sick ok?

Gingy

Christmas is just around the corner!!! Over the weekend K suddenly asked me if we wanna do some gingerbread man and give out as gift? I was totally excited over the idea and straightaway said yes! Then off we go for ingredients shopping after K got the recipe over the net. I must say i am not a baking person. No experience what-so-ever! Hehe so its down to K to do all the work :P Saturday nite he got down into making the dough then let it set in the fridge overnight. Then on Sunday after lunch he set out into cutting those gingy out and its into the oven! Haha its sooo cute can see those Gingy growing like fed with steroid :P. He told me that he'll do one pirate! Haha... i only helped with the choco chips as buttons and the red bow! :P Then he cont on with doing the icing and viola! All these super cute Gingerbread man we made!!! Our first attempt!!! Passed some to our friends and my sis took some and gave to her friends too!! Yay and all the feedback came back said it looked really good and tasted good too!!!

Aahh a lovely weekend afternoon spent with love!! :D

The 5th week - The sweet pea

Its the 5th week! And baby the size of a sweet pea! So i've did some lookout on google for some pic and cant help but post up these two adorable photos!! K said he LOVE the second pic and would definitely dress up our kid as sweet pea if ever the kid got to get on stage as a vegetable!! I find that really really cute! hahaha

Thank god i am still feeling fine so far. Yes there's a period last week which really look like my tummy is growing big! Read from book its probably those gas or constipation? hmmm.. anyhow i will cont to exercise and live my life to the fullest possible (i think?) Really hope the morning sickness will not kick in after the 6th week... GULP...... lets wait n see......

Jacky Cheung 1/2 Century Tour

YES! it was Jacky Cheung's 1/2 Century Tour last show in KL yesterday (11/12) out of his 4 days tour in KL, and i bought myself a ticket to watch him perform! Though he fell sick since two days ago but luckily he recovered partially and did a superb performance yesterday. They dont call him King of Heavenly Voice for nothing!! The Bukit Jalil Putra indoor stadium was packed & its a 4 days sold out concert!
His voice always melts my heart.... My heart felt warm and fuzzy after :D He sang non stop since it started at 8.10pm officially and it only ended just past 11.30pm! No toilet break for us in between but no one is complaining... listening to Jacky sing life is really something I'll remember and enjoy and treasure in my heart.

Its so surreal... seeing him right in front, singing and performing with his ever so beautiful voice, dancing, joking and giving all his best! He gave his best on every single song that he sang and enjoying each and every one of them too! Of course those very popular hits songs got everyone singing and totally enjoying themselves!.
But i must say that going for concert alone really feels like something is missing... but I guess I'd rather go watch him alone than to have to miss his concert completely :P

Aahh really feel like falling in love all over again!! Jacky will always be the best and one of my favourite Chinese singer!! Think i'll still pay and go for his concert in the future! :P

G & W Bday celebration

It is G's Bday yday 10 Dec! Organised a joint celebration with W's bday @ Watami Japanese Casual Restaurant in 1U. There's 16 of us plus lil Raphael! :D It was a wonderful nite with wonderful friends and food, though i cant eat any sashimi & sushi. Well we had a wonderful Tiramisu cake thanks to A Slice of Heaven.

K went with me to the bday dinner too even though he din want to initially. He told me that he decided to go as long as it makes me happy. This is the sweetest thing he had said to me in a long long time! It melts my heart.

Happy Birthday to my two lovely wonderful friend! I hope everyone had great time!! It makes me happy seeing everyone enjoying themselves! That makes all the organising hard work paid off! :D

The first appt: the orange seed

It was last thurs (8th Dec) when we went to Prince Court to see Dr Paul Tay. Got his contact from blogger and forum that he's a real good gynae. Besides PCMC offers good facilities, hotel rated rooms with affordable prices! Its really a place i would want my first labour! At least i'll feel that i am in the good hands of the professional docs & nurses hopefully.

Baby is only 4 weeks old and the size of an orange seed! Did not do any ultrasound scan as the first scan can only be done after the 6th week. So had set our next appt on 28th Dec for our first baby scan! That would be the 7th week :D. Had some chats with the doc on things can & cant be done, and food can and cant be eaten. Good news is i can cont with my normal exercise regime in the gym and my salsa dancing as long as i did not strain my body. But i have to forgo pole dancing!!! Thats really sad! Its something that i really love to do. And those polemates that have been ever so supportive! Love them to bits! Sigh another 10mths at least before i can go back to class... Will i still be able to join them in the same class? Will the class still be around by then? hopefully none of them will quit but wait for me to be back!! Will cont to keep in contact with them :)

But i have to stay away from raw food like fresh oysters, my fav sashimi, sushi and my all time breakfast fav of half boil egg!! For the love of baby guess there's more sacrifices to be done, as the more i discover. I wont be able to do hair straightening too! Baby, when u are born i know all these sacrifices will be worth it. Mommy is still scared and are worried to face the coming months and years to come, but hopefully things would be easier as it comes. Baby.... hopefully you'll be the greatest joy in mommy's life in the future.......

The early part

This will be my first real blogging.....

It was only last week (4th Dec) when there's a huge quarrel between me n Hubby. What made it worst was he scolded me in public and shouted right at my face that he hated me. I was really devastated after all this horrible treatment after standing by him all these while though he had cheated me over and over again for the past two months! All those lies, hurt and pain that i have had to go through.

I bought the home pregnancy test kit after feeling tenderness on my breast for the past one week. It turned out Positive. I dont know what to feel looking at the result. I dont know if He'll be a good father to my baby and a good husband for me anymore. It was a jackpot! Only one try and we got it!

I left him a note on the table together with the test kit. I needed the time for myself to cool down, and to think. I left the house then.

Went home later that nite. He said he'll try not to argue with me anymore. And will be as faithful as he can be? I hope i am making the right decision. And that he'll be a great husband and daddy to our kid.

But i am still longing to know whether he still loves me! As much as he loves me when we gotten married??.....