Its the 17th Week.... It is blue or pink?

Its already 17th weeks by now! And it turned out to be a sweet potato! Not a very pretty sight for photo though! :P Its about 14cm (a short ruler) now and supposedly weigh about 0.14kg. Pregnancy has been good so far..... the most obvious difference is the ever growing belly and the constant and frequent belching! Guess baby has been pretty good to mommy :) 

We have started to worry bout shopping list and brands and $$ consideration on things to buy... Looks like a hole in the pocket is inevitable :P Anyway there's another baby fair this weekend and looking forward to buy more baby stuffs! 

Went to see the gynae last Saturday. Of course as usual the very first thing that i'll always be looking for is baby's heartbeat! Yea... can feel the baby inside me (except for the growing tummy). So i wanna be sure that baby is still with mommy! And its time to show baby's gender! Baby's legs were widely open for the Doc to scan :P....No shy! No shy! :O Well doc told us that its gonna be a baby girl! But advised us against buy any girlie stuff till another month for confirmation :P So since then i've started to search for girl's names too! Shortlisted some and K picked 2 out of the shortlisted list: Annabelle & Sonia. So which one will you like baby? Wish you could let mommy know :P 

By next week it will be mid way through my pregnancy! and i guess the progress will be pretty fast from then onwards! Aahh..... will start taking weekly photos from here-on! 

Baby i know that you'll bring lots of joy to the family! Mommy want you to know that I love you very very much and will always shower you with love and care! Muacksss!! 

Haha cant wait for you to meet snowball too!! He's such a darling and am sure you gonna love him as much i do too!! :D

The 15th-16th Week

Its going to be 16th week this Wednesday. Baby is still an avocado now! Must be a fat ass big Avocado. Gonna see the gynae this Saturday. I guess we'll be able to know whether its a He or a She by then. I am really looking forward to have another view and baby and of course looking for the print out of the scan too!! I am sure K will be as excited as i am!

Went to SG to see Wicked the musical with the furries and K! And had the privilege to spend my birthday there with people close to me. K has been taking better care of me and care better for my feelings. He gave me a really sweet bday card saying the words mention in the card is what he wanted to say. Love that card. I hope things can only get better for the both of us. I think i need to start to focus more on the baby and stuff..... :S

Falling sick since the SG trip though. It started with terrible sore-throat, the flu and then now coughing. Its coming to 2 weeks now. Have stop my exercising for a week plus. Guess i'll gotta start exercising again today hopefully it help to strengthen the body. :((

Have started to read up and did minor shopping at the motherhood expo last weekend. G has been great sent me a list of things to buy and i got another list from another blogger! Bhoy thats really lots and lots of things to buy! I really need to collect myself and start to make my own list too! Oh the dread!! So much of reading need to be done to on what brands on the stuff to get. There would be another expo in Midvalley next week. Wonder if its too early to buy more stuff?? Gosh i am sooo confused!

I just hope baby will truly be the start of all things good to happen to my life, to our marriage and family closeness! How will you look like? Mommy is wondering...........

Baby is growing 81/2 weeks & 9 weeks

This seems to be like a weekly posting as baby grew by leaps & bounds every week. Went to see Dr Paul again for my 3rd appt last Saturday 7th Jan. Did my second scan and baby is 2cm big and heart beat of about 150bpm! Its still amazing to those heartbeat beating strongly when Doc played it for us to hear. Well its comforting to know that baby is still healthy and growing and the heartbeat is still going strong. I must be thankful that i have minimal morning sickness-some would even categorise it as non (touch wood). I am still continuing with my gym routine and have started to go back to my salsa class last Thursday too!

But sadly on this day as well i've lost my very 1st and beloved Iphone4!!! Well blame it to my own carelessness too :(. I went to the toilet at PCMC and left it there after. Went back to the toilet shortly after, it was already being picked up by stranger. I was just hoping there really is some good samaritan around.! But what are the odds when the phone is new Iphone4?! In the end i have to spend another RM2250 for an Iphone4s replacement :( am sad as there's lots and lots of memories recorded in that phone.. esp all the photos taken throughout my journey and life memories (which i din backed up :(( ) Sigh... guess i cant dwell on it too much... Well so far the Iphone4s is doing fine.... just unnecessary spending of 2k!

So yesterday its officially 9th week for baby! and Baby is a prune!! NOOO not the wrinkly one! the fresh and nice rounded one! :D another 3 weeks plus then that will be the officially end of the 1st trimester. think i'll get nervous as my bump is getting bigger by the days.... by the weeks......

Also hoping that K will be a better husband & a good daddy in the future. I still am trying to not think of those extreme hurt that he had caused me. But its really really difficult! There are times those painful thoughts and images do pops up and that just devastated me. Its a really painful point in my life that i hope will never ever happen again... Sighh........ What else can i do? How can i continue to live my life????

First scan & 7th week: The Raspberry

Went for the first scan with Doc last Friday. Went to see the doc a few days earlier after noticing some spotting ! It was then 6 1/2 weeks. Baby is only 4mm big! The middle part is the heart beat! Doc even played the heart beat sound for us to listen. Isn't that amazing? All is well....doc said! Will be seeing the doc in another 2 weeks time again.

And now its officially 7th week and baby the size of a raspberry! :D and its growing fast! Sigh... my belly really looks like i am more than 3 mths pregnant though its not even 2 mths yet! Its all due to the bloating!

Hmm when do i need to start putting up the list of things to buy?

The 6th week: Blueberry

Still counting.... Its the 6th week now and the first scan with the doc will be next week. Baby is the size of a blueberry now....... The queasiness has intensified lately :( and i totally dont like this feeling! The gas in the tummy has been getting worse too! Guess this contributed to the queasiness as well!

On top of that, certain smell like the after smoking smell, certain perfume does make me feel more nauseatic lately too :( sigh..... i really do hope this will go away very very soon...... If only there's a very effective and best way to get rid of those wind in stomach and the queasy feeling......

Baby... please dont make mommy feeling sick ok?

The 5th week - The sweet pea

Its the 5th week! And baby the size of a sweet pea! So i've did some lookout on google for some pic and cant help but post up these two adorable photos!! K said he LOVE the second pic and would definitely dress up our kid as sweet pea if ever the kid got to get on stage as a vegetable!! I find that really really cute! hahaha

Thank god i am still feeling fine so far. Yes there's a period last week which really look like my tummy is growing big! Read from book its probably those gas or constipation? hmmm.. anyhow i will cont to exercise and live my life to the fullest possible (i think?) Really hope the morning sickness will not kick in after the 6th week... GULP...... lets wait n see......

The first appt: the orange seed

It was last thurs (8th Dec) when we went to Prince Court to see Dr Paul Tay. Got his contact from blogger and forum that he's a real good gynae. Besides PCMC offers good facilities, hotel rated rooms with affordable prices! Its really a place i would want my first labour! At least i'll feel that i am in the good hands of the professional docs & nurses hopefully.

Baby is only 4 weeks old and the size of an orange seed! Did not do any ultrasound scan as the first scan can only be done after the 6th week. So had set our next appt on 28th Dec for our first baby scan! That would be the 7th week :D. Had some chats with the doc on things can & cant be done, and food can and cant be eaten. Good news is i can cont with my normal exercise regime in the gym and my salsa dancing as long as i did not strain my body. But i have to forgo pole dancing!!! Thats really sad! Its something that i really love to do. And those polemates that have been ever so supportive! Love them to bits! Sigh another 10mths at least before i can go back to class... Will i still be able to join them in the same class? Will the class still be around by then? hopefully none of them will quit but wait for me to be back!! Will cont to keep in contact with them :)

But i have to stay away from raw food like fresh oysters, my fav sashimi, sushi and my all time breakfast fav of half boil egg!! For the love of baby guess there's more sacrifices to be done, as the more i discover. I wont be able to do hair straightening too! Baby, when u are born i know all these sacrifices will be worth it. Mommy is still scared and are worried to face the coming months and years to come, but hopefully things would be easier as it comes. Baby.... hopefully you'll be the greatest joy in mommy's life in the future.......

The early part

This will be my first real blogging.....

It was only last week (4th Dec) when there's a huge quarrel between me n Hubby. What made it worst was he scolded me in public and shouted right at my face that he hated me. I was really devastated after all this horrible treatment after standing by him all these while though he had cheated me over and over again for the past two months! All those lies, hurt and pain that i have had to go through.

I bought the home pregnancy test kit after feeling tenderness on my breast for the past one week. It turned out Positive. I dont know what to feel looking at the result. I dont know if He'll be a good father to my baby and a good husband for me anymore. It was a jackpot! Only one try and we got it!

I left him a note on the table together with the test kit. I needed the time for myself to cool down, and to think. I left the house then.

Went home later that nite. He said he'll try not to argue with me anymore. And will be as faithful as he can be? I hope i am making the right decision. And that he'll be a great husband and daddy to our kid.

But i am still longing to know whether he still loves me! As much as he loves me when we gotten married??.....